ffs.

it’s taken me so long to get this website up.

because i expected perfection from myself.

but what works is this:

i can touch both edges, unhinged manic pixie mess and levitating angel.

but i do not exist on either end. i cyclically visit both.

most of the time im somewhere in between.

so welcome to the sacred mess

where i allow this website to be a living WIP just like its maker.

here is what i offer:

presence

curiosity

honesty

nonlinearity

vulnerability

ethos

devotion

chaos

here is what i dont offer:

aesthetic

an instagram page

performance

coherence

a portfolio

predictability

a menu (eat it like it is)

lets breathe life into this weird little friend. a witness of my own making.

i hope you feel find a corner in this shrine where you also feel seen.

welcome to the spiral.

soft? curious? 

breathe into your sitting bone

and click

hey squarespace, fuck your compulsory grid.

it’s everything that’s wrong with society.

and bless my stubborn brain for using it

to break the

homogeny it tries to enforce.